Death Comes...
On: 2006-12-21 01:03:44 || Posted by: ct || Category: Parapsychology
Then I started thinking again... It took a while for me to open up this document and express my conscious / subconscious mind. Now that I have begun, I would like to start with the creature whose heart is as smaller than the nuts, the creature so near and dear to us, the human kind. Humans are fighting and competing for each other seeking the “so called” love and fame and are satisfying ones need by devouring delicious food and liquor and are yet not recognizing the only thing that they are meant to do. The only meaningless thing that they are supposed to do is wait. Wait for their death. I think that’s what we all are doing and whatever we do in between life and death is null. Yet we see some happy people, some seeking happiness and some inbetween. What is life I ask then, to whoever can answer and I will get answer no doubt. Some love-fanatics believe love is life and life is love…love lasts even after life…some would talk about re-incarnation and life after death, some believe being recognized even after death so that their and their grandchildren’s name could live forever and some wouldn’t know what life is they just live it to the fullest ( what is fullest depends upon the kind of individual he/she is ). As for me, I think I fall nowhere. I am not in love nor do I believe in love, I don’t believe in any ideas nor do I believe in forming one , I certainly don’t want to be famous and I don’t think I am living life to the fullest. I have past the fullest and don’t know what lies ahead. What do you do when what it is that you have wanted is achieved ? I never asked for more; I asked for certain small things, which was my “dream” and I got them all at a tender age of 20 . Do my life ends here ? What do I do with my life ? Search for some other goals or wait for a decade or two until death arrives. I don’t know. In movies, I always saw that there is a happy ending. Everyone gets whatever they had wanted and then just before the “THE END” , here it comes the most controversial words used most often in the cinema history “Happily lived ever after”. What is the “ever after”, and if you are already happy how long are you going to remain happy ? Are you going to live happily or die happily ? I am baffled in that what I once thought happiness isn’t happiness at all and that when I was thinking about seeking happiness I was the happiest of all. It is also not that I am not happy by achieving my dream. What if I enjoy doing meaningless things and don’t care about anything ? There are monetary needs that will drag you by your tail bone in the rugged stony road saying you don’t deserve money because you don’t do meaningful things. Meaningfulllllllllllllllll… is full of crap though. Every meaningful thing I have done has been a crap and every meaningful person is full of crap in that they follow the meaningful chores so dutifully. Comments on this meaningless thought are most welcome ..

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